I would absolutely LOVE it if for once, just ONCE, I could actually be HAPPY for longer then a few hours.

Always fucking angry.
Always upset.

Fuck. This. Shit.

Someone PLEEEASE remind me why the fuck I am still caring about pointless, pathetic things and trying to make them better for me so I can be happy!

I want to go to sleep without having a thousand things running through my mind that worry me, scare me, anger me and upset me all at the same fucking time.

I want to wake up without having to force myself into thinking ‘Todays going to be fine, you’ll actually be happy for once, Teagan.’

I want to go through my day without getting angry about something small or crying about something small and then blowing them out of proportion.

I want to get through a whole day just being happy, from the second my eyes open to the second they close again at the end of the day.

It’s fucking impossible.

I swear I am the ONLY person in the world who actually hates the idea of porn.

Mainly because I hate sluts.

But fucking hell,
If a guy has a girlfriend, what is his reason for watching it?
Does he even care if it makes her feel shitty because he’s looking at other girls?

HEEELLOOOO!?
Girls have shit self esteem regardless of how fucking beautiful they are,
but to think that their boyfriends are looking up shit like that would only make them feel worse.

Why?
Because then she’d start thinking things like this:

“I’m not good enough for him, that’s why he watches porn he likes those girls better.”
“They’re much prettier then me, that’s why he likes them.”
“I don’t do that stuff, so that’s why he resorts to porn because he wishes I didn’t”
“They’re sluts, that’s why he likes them!”

Nearly every girl knows that most guys who aren’t decent will go for a slut simply to get their dick wet.
Decent guys always end up liking sluts who get fucked over by them because of the guys who want their dicks wet.

Holy fuck.
Now I’ve gone from a rant about porn to sluts to shit cunt males.

But while I’m at it;

I fucking hate sluts,
I fucking hate porn,
I fucking hate the male gender.


And Yes, I know every guy watches porn because it’s porn,
But seriously!
If a girl looks at another guy wrong or says “he’s cute” or something, her boyfriend loses his shit, but they’re allowed to wack off to porn as much as they like.

HOLY FUCK I HATE BOYS SO MUCHF KSDFBKJKGBJG WHY ARE THEY STILL ALIVE!?